Songlyrics - Back To The Lies

Expect nothing and you won't get hurt.~ Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die tonight.~ Real friends are like diamonds, rare and hard to find.~ Don't let the things you can't do, stop you from what you can do.~ Be yourself, everyone else is taken!~

I'm trying to think of something else,
Trying not to be sad.
I'm trying to hold back my tears,
I just want all the pain to dissapear.
Cus i can't stand it anymore,
All the emotions.
Don't wanna feel it anymore,
Just wanna forget.

Cus i gotta leave everything that i love,
Everything i had.
Gotta leave everything i care about,
All of my dearest friends.
Gotta go back to pretending i'm happy,
Back to a place where nobody accepts me,
Back to the lies,
Back to my life.

I'm sitting on a plane to where i live,
But that is not my home.
Cus even tho i live there i know it's not where i belong.
It's not where my best friends live,
And it's not where i grew up.
It doesn't have the memories and places that i love.
And if i had a choice,
I'd take the next plane back,
But i know i can't.

Cus i gotta leave everything that i love,

Everything i had.

Gotta leave everything i care about,

All of my dearest friends.

Gotta go back to pretending i'm happy,

Back to a place where nobody accepts me,

Back to the lies,

Back to my life.

But at the end,

I can't do anything about it,

So i'll just do my best,

To try and be positive,

And make the best i can out of it.

Xxx VeraVicious