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Here's some of the song lyrics i've written, if you wanna read more, visit my song lyrics blogg: http://allmysonglyrics.blogspot.com/ :)
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I'm trying to think of something else,
Trying not to be sad.
I'm trying to hold back my tears,
I just want all the pain to dissapear.
Cus i can't stand it anymore,
All the emotions.
Don't wanna feel it anymore,
Just wanna forget.
Cus i gotta leave everything that i love,
Everything i had.
Gotta leave everything i care about,
All of my dearest friends.
Gotta go back to pretending i'm happy,
Back to a place where nobody accepts me,
Back to the lies,
Back to my life.
I'm sitting on a plane to where i live,
But that is not my home.
Cus even tho i live there i know it's not where i belong.
It's not where my best friends live,
And it's not where i grew up.
It doesn't have the memories and places that i love.
And if i had a choice,
I'd take the next plane back,
But i know i can't.
Cus i gotta leave everything that i love,
Everything i had.
Gotta leave everything i care about,
All of my dearest friends.
Gotta go back to pretending i'm happy,
Back to a place where nobody accepts me,
Back to the lies,
Back to my life.
But at the end,
I can't do anything about it,
So i'll just do my best,
To try and be positive,
And make the best i can out of it.
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I, am slowly breaking down,
I think i'm losing the fight.
My life is the battleground.
Oh i'm getting closer to the edge,
About to lose everything i have.
That's when i realize...
I can't give up,
Gotta go on.
Until the very end of me,
I will fight as long as i can breathe.
And yes sometimes it will be hard,
But the wheel of fortune will not always be turned down,
Life's gonna turn around.
It feels like it's just me,
One human,
Fighting an army full of giants and supernatural beings.
And i don't know if i'll survive this,
But i'll use all the powers that's inside me.
Then if i die,
At least i know i gave them a hard time,
At least i know i really tried.
I can't give up,
Gotta go on.
Until the very end of me,
I will fight as long as i can breathe.
And yes sometimes it will be hard,
But the wheel of fortune will not always be turned down,
Life's gonna turn around.
The wheel of fortune will turn around.
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My head is empty,
I'm staring at the blank page in front of me.
Trying to write something beautiful,
Something meeningful,
Something true....
But i can't find no inspiration,
Cus all that i can't think of is you.
So i can't think of any nice things at all.
All that i can think of is:
Everything you said,
The way you smile,
How much i hate you,
How i thought you were mine.
The way you said that you loved me,
That i'm such an idiot cus i couln't see,
Right trough your lies.
Staring at the blank page in front of me,
Trying to think of something nice,
That i could write about,
Just so could stop thinking of your lies.
And that it's been ages since i last smiles,
How do you do that again?
I don't remember,
All that i remember is:
Everything you said,
The way you smile,
How much i hate you,
How i thought you were mine.
The way you said that you loved me,
That i'm such an idiot cus i couln't see,
Right trough your lies.
I'm staring at the blank page in front of me,
And all that i can think of is you.
I'm staring out the window,
A tear rolls down my cheek,
And all that i can think of is that your such a pathetic sleeze.
So why do i still think of you,
Why do i still cry,
All those stupid things you do,
Why do i still wish that you were mine?
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This one is with guitar chords ;D
D - G - A - D - A - E
D D D A
I'm drowning in a sea of tears and there just keep comming more.
D D G E
I'm surrounded by awfull fears i'd wish i could ignore.
D D D A
I'm trying to catch all the small pieces that are left of my soul.
D D G E
But it's like tryin' to catch thin air maybe there's nothing left at all.
I am,
G
Stuck in a nightmare,
Lost in this big black hole.
Can't find my way back,
How do i get back home?
A
Cus i,
A
Don't see anything i recocnize.
And i can't take it anymore,
G
All this denial.
C
Won't an angel come and save me,
D
Cus i am stuck in hell.
G-E-G-D-A
D D
It's night but there's no stars or moon,
D G
No light my life's a shadow.
D D
I can't find no inspiration,
D G E A
I'm filled with only desperation.
D D
Everything i do feels useless,
D G E
Like i'm walking but not making any progress.
D DI'm stuck between four hard brick walls,
D A
It's my fake life i'ts all just false.
I am,
G
Stuck in a nightmare,
Lost in this big black hole.
Can't find my way back,
How do i get back home?
A
Cus i,
A
Don't see anything i recocnize.
And i can't take it anymore,
G
All this denial.
C
Won't an angel come and save me,
D
Cus i am stuck in hell.
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The search for who i am and who i wanna be,
It just keeps going on it's driving me crazy now.
I wish i could just know about my destiny,
To help me in the search thorts my identity.
So many choices but wich one is right,
Who do i wanna be what do i wanna do with my life?
Look to left, to right,
How am i supposed to know wich way i should go?
It could be wrong, might be right,
Everything has ups and downs that nobody tells uss about.
There's not always an easy way out,
You always gotta read the small print,
Cus life's a labyrint.
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She,
Looks in the mirror,
So afraid of what she'll see.
She can not take it,
Crushes the mirror into pieces.
Fragile and small,
Just like what's left of her soul.
Her life slips by so fast,
She looses track.
Everything's all planned,
Nothing she can choose herself.
No one asks her what she wants,
Or what she feels.
She's always been a good girl,
Afraid.
But one day that all changed.
Her smile is fading,
She sees what she hates the most.
Once again it slips through her throth.
She is dying for some control.
She,
Looks in the mirror,
So afraid of what she'll see.
She can not take it,
Crushes the mirror into pieces.
Fragile and small,
Just like what's left of her soul.
Tangeled in a web of lies,
She sees her life flash before her eyes.
People are starting to wonder,
But no one dares to ask.
No one could have quessed that,
She wantet control that bad.
She's starting to feel the consequenses,
Of what she's been doing, so careless.
Her last scream for help,
Was unknowingly ignored.
So now she rests in peace.
She lost control.
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Everything is quiet,
I look into your eyes.
I wanna stay here forever,
Not move until i die.
I love feeling your warm body,
So close to mine,
I won't ever let you go,
Until the very end of time.
Cus right now,
I can see my hole life flashing by.
And every single moment seems so useless,
Without you by my side.
Time stands still,
When you take me in your arms.
And i am so in love with this amazing chreature from mars.
Oh i won't ever let nothing tear us apart.
Oh in your eyes i see forever.
And your lips,
Their the best thing i've ever kissed.
And i love,
How you know me better then i know myself.
I could never get enough of all the sweet words you say,
And feeling your loving touch.
Cus right now,
I can see my hole life flashing by.
And every single moment seems so useless,
Without you by my side.
Time stands still,
When you take me in your arms.
And i am so in love with this amazing chreature from mars.
Oh i won't ever let nothing tear us apart.
Life,
Isn't always nice,
But i know we will always stand together trough the good and the bad times,.
Cus i,
Don't want us to ever be apart.
I trust you with my whole heart.
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My shadow,
Is stalking me.
It follows me wherever i go.
Oh shadow,
I disagree,
That's not what i am like at all.
You've got it all wrong,
You'r just a shadow of my past.
But i've come so long,
So i think it's for the best,
That you dissapear.
Get out of my head.
Leave me alone,
I'm not that person i once was anymore.
I've done stupid things in my past,
That i've sworn to never do again.
But those things have made me who i am today,
I don't regret,
I just try not to make the same mistakes.
Ofcorse i've done things that i'm not proud of at all.
Ofcorse i don't like some of the things i've done before.
But i can't keep living in the past,
I gotta live for tomorow.
So shadow:
You've got it all wrong,
You'r just a shadow of my past.
But i've come so long,
So i think it's for the best,
That you dissapear.
Get out of my head.
Leave me alone,
I'm not that person i once was anymore.
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Mirror mirror on the wall,
Who is the prettiest of them all?
Answer me now, honestly!
Screamed the wicked queen.
Queen oh queen pretty as you are,
There is one prettier by far.
With hair so black and skin so white as snow,
She is so beautiful.
Kill her!
The evil witch screamed at her guard,
And as a proove, bring me her heart!
But the guard couldn't do it.
He couldn't kill the sweet snowwhite.
Run he said, run for your life!
Oh snowwhite,
Your beauty is taking it's price.
Jalousy grows into hate,
And there is no way to escape.
He ho, he ho, he ho, he ho.
And when the seven dwarfs came home,
They found a girl sleeping in theire beds,
A girl with skin as white as snow.
They became good friends,
And now snowwhite wasn't so alone.
They lived theire lifes happy and carefree,
If they only would have known!
But they had no idea.
That that one day,
When the dwarfs left for work just like always,
Everything would change.
He ho, he ho, he ho, he ho.
Oh snowwhite,
Your beauty is taking it's price.
Jalousy grows into hate,
And there is no way to escape.
Oh and time stands still for a view seconds, as i start to fall.
I can hear her laughing and realize the truth wasn't true at all.
And i am gasping for air, trying desperatly.
I open my eyes, look up and what do i see?
The evil witch looking down on me.
For the last time, cus now i'll finally be free.
Oh snowwhite,
Your beauty's taken it's price.
Jalousy grew into hate,
And there was no way to escape.
Apple so red,
Kiss of death.
Her soul so black,
Her jalousy took my life.
The only thing that can save me now,
True love confirmed with a kiss.
A kiss from my beloved prince.
And happily ever after will we live,
And what happened to the evil witch?
She was burned at the stake,
To burn in the eternal flame.
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We've all become some kind of robots,
Push the right buttons and we'll do just what you want.
Well i must be programmed wrong,
Cus I WILL NOT FOLLOW!
Mainstream clothes and maintream music,
Can't take those anymore they make me so sick.
Everybody tryin' to be normal yeah,
Dying to be populair,
well I WILL BE DIFFERENT!
You gotta embrace,
Who you are and not who they want you to be.
Don't have to play it save,
You can be whoever you want,
There are no rules to break.
Cross the limit,
Go to far,
Be an acception,
Dare to be special.
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I can feel the pain in the air,
It makes it hard to breath.
I wanna show you that i'll be there,
Whatever you need.
All of those tears you cry,
Now i just wanna see you smile.
If he could see you know,
Broken down,
I know that he would regret.
But he jumped down.
And he pulled you with him.
He hated his live,
But now he gave you that same feeling.
I hate seeing you this way,
I feel so powerless.
Just wanna make it okay,
So for a moment you'll forget.
That you hate living this way,
And that he left,
But you had to stay.
If he could see you know,
Broken down,
I know that he would regret.
But he jumped down.
And he pulled you with him.
He hated his live,
But now he gave you that same feeling.
Now he's moved on,
But you can't,
You are stuck.
Now his pain is gone,
But yours is still living on.
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I hate the feelings inside of me.
My head is pounding, I can hardly breathe.
My legs are shaking, I feel so weak.
I can't control it, tough I try desperately.
Tears streaming down, can't hold them back no more.
Scream my lungs out, but there's no escape from my own doubts.
I really feel like sticking my finger down my troth,
'caus if I'm lucky maybe I'll spit out my soul.
Please safe me,
Say those words you know will set me free.
Believe in me.
I close my eyes and I open them again.
But there's still no light, I'm gasping for air.
I wanna run but someone's holding me back, I can't get it out of my mind.
It feels like I am under attack, and the enemy's hiding inside.
I wonder how long it's been now, since the last time I smiled.
I wonder if they still fall for the lies when I say I'm fine.
Please safe me,
Say those words you know will set me free.
Believe in me.
Flashing thoughts in front of me, keep pushing them away.
Running out of energy, I'm scared of being afraid.
My hopes used to burn inside like flames,
But they were washed away by the pouring rain.
My failure tastes to bitter, but I'm starting to like the taste.
I guess that makes me a quitter, but I don't even care 'bout the waste.
I'm so exhausted from all the running away,
Maybe I should just give up and die in this place.
But when the storm is over, and all the rain has fallen down,
The sun will always come back and save me so I won't drown.
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These are only a view, the ones i personally like the best.
Please please please tell me what you think and maybe tips and wich one you like the best and why, songwriting is one of my biggest passions and i really want to get good at it!! :)
Thanks for reading!! :D
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